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May 2015
If it looks like I'm trying harder, I am.
Right now, I'm mentally... I don't know if stressed is the right word. I forced myself into this challenge a year ago, but now something's different. Maybe I am on the verge of learning something new or getting something down I wasn't understanding before.
I don't like to sketch or do linework, and that's something I have to work on.
I want to figure out this damned coloring style I really like but can't find references for, so I'm winding up making this up as I go. THat's it. THAT's what's driving me nuts. I wish someone would tell me what I am doing. I wish someone would tell me, "Oh you're doing (xyz) type of style" so I could go "oh! ok I can google this and figure out what I'm doing wrong. Why I'm not happy with my results. Why this isn't going as fast as I would like it.
What if it has no name. What if I am making something that doesn't exist yet? That is terrifying to me. Because it's not like I know what I am doing! I didn't finish art school or get prestigious training, or practice drawing from real life references every day!
...
But I know more than when I started a year ago, so that's quickly becoming a lie. I can't explain it, but I can sort of see what I am doing now for some things, especially when I color.
So now, I'm doing something along a colorist painting method. But I didn't read the instructions fully in google and sort of just looked at the pictures as I was skimming. Because this wasn't what I was looking for, only part of the answer. It's so frustrating, forced to learn by looking at someone else's work...
But isn't this what art students do?
I practice virtually every day, hours at a time doing art after work and full time on the weekends. I don't think I should label myself "Hobbyist" anymore. Hobby is something you do occasionally. This is my 2nd job in a sense and something I am determined to see through.
Year 2: I am an art student.
May 2015
If it looks like I'm trying harder, I am.
Right now, I'm mentally... I don't know if stressed is the right word. I forced myself into this challenge a year ago, but now something's different. Maybe I am on the verge of learning something new or getting something down I wasn't understanding before.
I don't like to sketch or do linework, and that's something I have to work on.
I want to figure out this damned coloring style I really like but can't find references for, so I'm winding up making this up as I go. THat's it. THAT's what's driving me nuts. I wish someone would tell me what I am doing. I wish someone would tell me, "Oh you're doing (xyz) type of style" so I could go "oh! ok I can google this and figure out what I'm doing wrong. Why I'm not happy with my results. Why this isn't going as fast as I would like it.
What if it has no name. What if I am making something that doesn't exist yet? That is terrifying to me. Because it's not like I know what I am doing! I didn't finish art school or get prestigious training, or practice drawing from real life references every day!
...
But I know more than when I started a year ago, so that's quickly becoming a lie. I can't explain it, but I can sort of see what I am doing now for some things, especially when I color.
So now, I'm doing something along a colorist painting method. But I didn't read the instructions fully in google and sort of just looked at the pictures as I was skimming. Because this wasn't what I was looking for, only part of the answer. It's so frustrating, forced to learn by looking at someone else's work...
But isn't this what art students do?
I practice virtually every day, hours at a time doing art after work and full time on the weekends. I don't think I should label myself "Hobbyist" anymore. Hobby is something you do occasionally. This is my 2nd job in a sense and something I am determined to see through.
Year 2: I am an art student.
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Goodbye
This DA is now inactive, I will NOT be posting future drawing and coloring activity here. I will leave my submissions up for now but they may vanish in the future.
I moved:
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Thank you for supporting me!
Moving Eventually
Hello guys!
I want to thank you for supporting me as I draw and develop. May have noticed but lately my submissions have slowed. This is because
a) I've moved most of my sketch dumping to tumblr with some exceptions
b) I have been posting less of my work openly and opting to keep it private/hidden
c) I have been focusing on improving rather than posting results on a daily basis, I still draw virtually every day and spend hours studying
Going to eventually start a new DA. This DA was originally made to follow stuff on Gaia Online and post fanarts. And photos when I was focusing more on my photography hobby, less on drawing... not rea
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Deviantartist Questionnaire
How long have you been on DeviantArt? Hmmm... has it been 11 years *looks at sign up date* 11 years going on 12 now
What does your username mean? Phoenix Down Final fanatsy reference and my alias for the past forever outside of DA
Describe yourself in three words. persistent, loyal, dedicated
Are you left or right handed? right
What was your first deviation? God if I even remember it was some awful lens flare photoshopped garbage probably
What is your favourite type of art to create? Digital cartoons, though if I have time, nature landscapes would be the next since it's what i learned first
If you could instantly master a differen
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"I practice virtually every day, hours at a time doing art after work and full time on the weekends. I don't think I should label myself "Hobbyist" anymore. Hobby is something you do occasionally. This is my 2nd job in a sense and something I am determined to see through.
Year 2: I am an art student."
Same here - I even sleep less to be able to draw more after full time work ._.
I also can't name you style, but it's unique and awesome - keep it ;_;
Year 2: I am an art student."
Same here - I even sleep less to be able to draw more after full time work ._.
I also can't name you style, but it's unique and awesome - keep it ;_;